I don't deserve it.

Skipping morning classes seemed like a good idea, that's why I didn't set my alarm last night. I hardly get enough sleep, it's ridiculous.

But, really, holy smokes. The drama in my life lately has been up and over the roof and it deals mostly with boys.

Oh, quick sidetrack; that Beiber kid, Justin: he annoys me. I don't know if I like his music or not. How old is he, anyways? He looks like he's 12. Taylor Swift is so cute though, I like her music.
I'm currently watching MuchMusic, that's why I am talking about music. Except they are playing some pretty crappy music at the moment. Oh, and Lights annoys me too. I don't see how she got popular.. whatever.

Anyways. I was dating one of my really good friends, 'was' being a key word. We worked together all summer and so at the end of it, we decided to try dating. The only issue was I was moving away for college. The long distance thing just wasn't working for me, so I decided to call it off. He was a bit up upset but he understood. I think we are better as friends, though.
Then there is another guy, who is one of my good friends here in college, and I have no clue what's going on with him. He actually kissed me a couple weeks ago and told me he liked me. He texted me the other night saying that he was giving me the silent treatment but I don't deserve it. When I asked him why he was giving me the silent treatment, he said it was because he was confused with his feelings for me and such. We haven't talked for a while now and I don't really know what to say to him.. what we need to do is meet up and talk, but I have a feeling it might be kind of awkward.
And thennnn, there's another guy who is in all of my classes that took me out for dinner and told me he likes me. At this point, I'm just thinking, "Oh, come on!". Drama drama drama. A bunch of my classmates and I are going out drinking tonight. The third guy I mentioned is going to teach me the Two Step. We'll see how that goes.

Oh yeah. I'm 18 years old now. I guess that's a pretty big thing. On Sunday night, my sister and a bunch of our friends went to a bar and played some pool and then went to a friends house and played poker. I have learned that I need some more self control when it comes to drinking. I need to learn how to limit how much I drink because I usually get to a point where I have drunk so much that I keep drinking whatever is put in front of me. I feel bad because my sister is always babysitting me when we go out, which probably doesn't make it very fun for her... Sorry, Mel.

Eh, I should get to school. 'Gotta get there sometime today, unfortunately.

Rachel