This morning I woke up at 7:25. Luckily, I was blessed with 3 more hours of sleep. Now, I feel like crap.
My poor nose. All morning, I've been sneezing my face off and it's resulted in a big nose bleed, both nostrils. It took about 20 minutes to get it under control, and then I blew out a huge blood clot. That was nasty, but the sneezing still continues. I feel like a stuffed up, snotty mess. 'Just thought I'd tell you about it. Ha. To me, it was so disgusting, it was funny. Seriously, it was making me giggle. It was one of those weird moments.
Tomorrow my parents are coming for this banquet for the athletes.. I really don't want to go. I don't feel like going anywhere anymore. Except for that academic appointment. By Wednesday or hopefully by the end of the week, I will figure out if I'm staying in school or not. I just want to go home, get myself together and figure out what I REALLY want to do.
Lately, I've kind of wanted to go skating. I want to play hockey, but I know I can't skate well enough and, well, I'm not that good at it.
Ahh, man.
You know what I what to do?
I want to go home and get a job. Hopefully, it will pay decently, because I want to get my own vehicle. I would like it to be a truck, maybe a smaller one, but one that can handle tougher driving conditions. A car would be fine too, though. I'll be saving money as well, obviously. Maybe on long weekends and such I'll go out on camping trips. Out in the mountains. See if some friends want to come along.
I can't wait until summer.
Rachel
I think it's some kind of coping mechanism when someone laughs while they're hurt or bleeding in your case! HAha or maybe you're just nuts!
ReplyDeleteI hate to rain on your parade but jobs are pretty scarce in Sundre right now. :( Unless you want to work at someplace like Shell or IGA. But maybe the money would be worth it. I don't know.
You need a 4X4 Jeep! They are small and they are good on gas..I think! But they can be great for rugged driving!