there is no one alive that is youer than you.

You know what's worse than taking a drug screening test thing?

Not being able to pee when you have to pee in the stupid little cup.

Yes, I'm going to talk about this. Right meow (haha, I said meow) because I had to spend 50 minutes in the stupid clinic drinking about 500000 tiny dixie cups of water and waiting around until I had to go pee. Lucky me, though, I had three hours to wait until I had to go! I wasted two of the sanitary cups and mailing vials because I tried to go when I didn't really have to. But I have to tell you, I felt damn accomplished when I was finally able to go. First ever drug screening test thing: done and done.

I had to take the drug screening test thing and go through a medical exam because of the job I'm trying to get. The lumber mill gets its possible new employees to take the drug screening test thing, go through a medical exam and then write an aptitude test, which I write tomorrow at 9AM, before they actually hire them. I'm thinking I'll have no problems whatsoever, I'm just really wanting to get this job so I have some money flowing through the bank account and so I can pay back the people I owe money to. It's a work-in-progress.

So I'm working on getting back in shape and losing weight for the fall when I'm going to run on the Cross Country team again. I can see that I'm losing weight, but it's such a slow process, it drives me nuts. It seems so easy for the boyfriend to be able to lose the weight he wants (mainly water weight, he says, whatever that means), but it's taking a while for me to drop the pounds. Running is becoming easier, though, so that makes me happy. The other day, I told my sister to beat the time I ran that morning on the 3km loop that we run. She's a bit more fit than I am at the moment (while I was drinking my life away down south, she was actually running and being healthy), so I was expecting her to beat it.

She kicked my ass. She ran it almost 50 seconds faster than me, nearly a minute! That may not seem too much longer, but when it comes to running, seconds mean a lot. Unfortunately, the weather has prevented me from going out and running that loop and trying to beat her new time, but I've been running at the gym so when it does clear up, consider her time beaten. Hopefully. (I'll be severely disappointed in myself if I can't beat it..)

And yeah.

I'm so excited for the fall. Very much so!